Well I have gone and created a blog. Why? I don't know. For some reason I feel the need to share my thoughts, my ideas, opinions, successes and failures with 2 people. I say that cause that's the most followers I'll probably end up with.
What might I write about? Probably a lot about sports and entertainment. Some about my life as a parent to autistic children. and maybe about things I do like couponing and my job as a District manager.
It will not be well written, for I am not a "good" writer.
What it will be is honest and sincere. That's all I want out of people when they share their own thoughts and feelings, so that's what I'll give.
This weekend was Memorial day weekend. Its currently Sunday night so still have actual Memorial day ahead of me. It was a really good weekend, and at the same time a hard weekend. I say both oddly due to the same reason
Sunday my wife and I got Baptized togethor. I had been as a child, and my wife was as a baby the traditional Catholic way, but I wanted to again, for the last year has been a big change for me and my life. And getting Baptized kinda put a stamp on all those changes. Some of my family showed up, they came in from out of town, went to the full service with us, and spent the afternoon with us.
It was awesome. Having them there to show support even though, none of them really have the exact same religious beliefs as I do, really showed me what family is supposed to be like. I unfortunatly feel that for 35 years, I was in the dark about what family really means. Due to that I didn't do a very good job of treating my family properly, and still struggle with how to act at times but now feel I understand a lot better what my role is.
It was hard because this weekend also involved a situation that I missed out on, because of so many things that have happened in the past that have soured some of my family realtionships. Some my say it was not my fault, but it is was or not, that doesn't really matter to me. It still is hard.
All in all though the changes I have made the past 6-12 months I feel good about, because those changes have been put in the only hands that can matters. God's. And now I have started putting the other things that matter into his hands as well. I you know what. It feels good.
Well that's all for now. I promise most of my posts will not be this serious.
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